. . . and came here to take a deep breath before I go on. www.penmachine.com I found it at work a few days ago, looking for something unrelated, and looked it up at home that evening. Have been reading through it, knowing how it's supposed to end, and cannot quite bring myself to go there. Blogger, life-long resident of the beautiful city of Vancouver, BC, eclectic, lover of family, music, technology, and life. Degrees in marine biology and writing. Married the love of his life, two young daughters. Diagnosed with colon cancer in 2007. Blog ends in April, 2011. I have read through the archives to March, 2011. I have been checking out more and more of his links as I go on, a futile delaying tactic. Recognize that those blazingly bright blue eyes have already gone dark, but somehow thinking that if I don't get there, it won't happen. Going back to March now, to finish an article on adaptive hunting techniques of the orcas. ETA: He also introduced me to this singer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qemWRToNYJY I think I'll need to go back and hear more of what she has to say, and how she has to say it, later. He's got one more post in the blog. Okay, going to go read it now.